BB: Beginner's Blog

Hey guys. This is my first blog site...ever. I'm pretty excited. I read all of my youth pastor's blogs & had to join. Today was a great day. Truthfully, I woke up feeling like junk. Sometimes it happens...I don't exactly question my faith but I feel discouraged and useless. It sucks. But it always wears off when I go to church...just being in the house of God fills me up. Brother Scott talked about something that really got to me. I can't really remember what it was now though. That's bad. I'm thankful that God never changes...my emotions go up and down but He is always the same. The only one that I can always rely on. We've been growing closer. Before SHBC student ministry I was so lost. But the sad thing was that I didn't know it. I was saved but my relationship with Him was dormant. I chose the world everyday over Him & I thought that reading my bible & having daily quiet times were boring. Now all of that has changed. I get so much out of Ricky's messages & it seems all good but.........I should be doing sooo much more at my school. & i know that i have so much spiritual growing to do. I know it will take time but I am more than willing to do it. I can't wait to get to the point that Ricky, Megan, & Brother Scott are w/ Jesus. :D well...i babble a lot so i apologize for that...until next time.