Step Out

About a month ago my mom came home and asked me to do something that I was iffy about. She told me that she had found out about this 23yr. old guy named Jesse through her business and that she wanted us to go visit him. He is the son of one of her clients. She told me that Jesse was quadraplegic. He was involved in a serious auto accident two years ago & is now paralyzed from the neck down (I think). Then she told me that the highlight of his life is when people go visit him. I was so selfish...I let the devil get into my head and tell me it wasn't something I needed to do. My excuse was, "I won't know what to talk about, it will just be akward mom." Looking back on this now I just want to bite my toes off.

I kept putting it off every time my mom would ask. Then I went off to M-Fuge. When I got back and my mom brought up the subject again my whole mindset had changed. I realized that I was the most selfish person in the world, unwilling to step just a little out of my comfort zone for Jesus. Why? Why? God placed this amazing opportunity in front of me to reachout & witness to someone and I just shot Him down. I'm sorry Father.

So I told my mom that I was ready whenever. && that was about two days ago. So please pray for me. Pray that God gives me the right words to say when I do go over there to see him.

Thank you Lord for the opportunity to spread your light. Please totally rip away my comfort zone. As Ricky says, You are my righteousness. I need nothing else.